9 Loves

1. early mornings with warm sun
2. intoxication
3. independance
4. clothes, i could drown in clothes and i would be happy.&shoes.
5. cameraaa
6. art and creativity (inc. music)
7. my friends.
8. Skulls and Anchors
9. freedom


in no particualr order. and that was hard.

10 secrets

1. i think i have an undiagnosed anxiety disorder
2. my father has a tattoo
3. my mum has dementia
4. i don't really fit into my family
5. i have an inability to concerntrate
6. i speak to Ashley nearly everyday.for over a week in summer we had no contact and i started to believe he was an illusion.
7. i hate the summer and i always end up hating the winter
8. i got my first pair of handcuffs in year 3
9. as a child i was obsessed with tattoos and corsets
10. my first festival, deconstruction 2002. i was 8/9

stoled from the amzing stella

im so bored of fucking failing at everything.

i sometimes forget that my fish have names..
i'll make a terrible parent one day.

i'm so lonely but i have no one.
my only company is my fish and i don't even like them that much. i can't even be bothered to feed them.

according to google analytics..

im thinking google analytics on my tumblr is broke. i dont think its ever worked.. compared to the stats for this blog, im getting more traffic here on blogspot with my FOUR followers, than traffic on my tumblr, with 34 followers..this blog, that is hardly ever, rarely updated.
i mean, why do i even bother? its getting to become so much effort to make sure i've remembered to take a photo each day. the time and effort it takes to remember what i did that day..
the stupid thing is im not doing this so i can get 'tumblr famous' or popular, just will truely map out my lame year. and its just frustrating for anayltics to burst my bubble of me thinking it is going well. my friend told me she went on my blog yesterday, yet analytics claims a certain lack of views at all.. just. fuck.
dont gett me wrong, i do adore all my followers and really appricate the attention. its just a little frustrating. i should just suck it up i guess.
so here you go, an update for all those strange stats.