At the moment staying up till 4/4.30am every night. its pretty fucking exhausting. i only have my self to blame though, every holiday i have i always think, this will be the holiday when i start to use my time wisely. this is when i will finally be sorted and get a decent night's sleep on the sunday night/monday morning homework rush. but no. nada. its only going to get worse. my concerntration comes in irregular gulps - thats actually what its like.
i never can concerntrate. i feel pretty enthusiastic about art at the moment, i started 3 double pages today, about the most productive i've ever been in my expiremental book.
I want to be doing art right now. i dont want to end up with last minute fuck up like last year. i dont want to be taken aside again and be scrutinised with a concerned look on their faces.
Miss sharmer, although i dislike her, talked to me about my ideas yesterday and im surprised to say it triggered more than my first orginal idea. progress woo!
but cant be doing artright now coz i have a fucking business test tomorrow and im going to flop.
UGH. art motivation please stick around, Pleaseee
i never can concerntrate. i feel pretty enthusiastic about art at the moment, i started 3 double pages today, about the most productive i've ever been in my expiremental book.
I want to be doing art right now. i dont want to end up with last minute fuck up like last year. i dont want to be taken aside again and be scrutinised with a concerned look on their faces.
Miss sharmer, although i dislike her, talked to me about my ideas yesterday and im surprised to say it triggered more than my first orginal idea. progress woo!
but cant be doing artright now coz i have a fucking business test tomorrow and im going to flop.
UGH. art motivation please stick around, Pleaseee
