im so bored of fucking failing at everything.

i sometimes forget that my fish have names..
i'll make a terrible parent one day.

i'm so lonely but i have no one.
my only company is my fish and i don't even like them that much. i can't even be bothered to feed them.

according to google analytics..

im thinking google analytics on my tumblr is broke. i dont think its ever worked.. compared to the stats for this blog, im getting more traffic here on blogspot with my FOUR followers, than traffic on my tumblr, with 34 followers..this blog, that is hardly ever, rarely updated.
i mean, why do i even bother? its getting to become so much effort to make sure i've remembered to take a photo each day. the time and effort it takes to remember what i did that day..
the stupid thing is im not doing this so i can get 'tumblr famous' or popular, just will truely map out my lame year. and its just frustrating for anayltics to burst my bubble of me thinking it is going well. my friend told me she went on my blog yesterday, yet analytics claims a certain lack of views at all.. just. fuck.
dont gett me wrong, i do adore all my followers and really appricate the attention. its just a little frustrating. i should just suck it up i guess.
so here you go, an update for all those strange stats.

happy new year, neglected blog.

ah poor neglected blog.
ive started a new one, http://weezeh.tumblr.com/
check it out, its a bit different to this one as its a photo for everyday of the year.
this blog, your not forgotten! i am just preoccupied with school, and homework, but blog, i will be back. i have A MASSIVE LIST of things i intend to blog about, but in the meantime, if anyone reads this and misses me ( i doubt it but whatever) go to my tumblr to hear a non stop boredness of each and everyday of my crappy life. so enjoy.
love you blog, i'll be baCK in a while
Weez xx

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Eloise would like to know.. Next year, i will be taking a photo for everyday of the year, which blogging website should i use to document it? Tumblr- be at risk of becoming a \'reblogging\' whore. Blogspot- torment with annoying editor. anotherrr one? suggestions would be lovely. Results.

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i want to give up now. i'm fucking done with everything.