no, im not going to be that fashion student that revises who everyone involved in london fashion week is, I'm not going to join that girl from texas at my course to try and get in. im not going to waste my day in sommerset house tomorrow spending time with someone whos voice doesn't get along with mine, while she shows off about all these designers shes memorised off style.com. no. fuck you. fuck off. I'll spend my time with my friends who are moving away to uni this weekend. im going to spend the valueable time left i have with them. Never am i going to become a fashion student who shows off to her peers how good my memory of a website is, or make shitty floral patterns.
i have better things to do, and for now, this can come later.
Thursday, 15 September 2011
Friday, 22 July 2011
Thursday, 21 July 2011
Wow Neglection, and i don't even have an excuse
I'm just a lazy shit..
But in other news the interview was fine, I was really nervous but it turned out okay. well..i hope it did. I was interviewing Oggy Yordanov, a photographer who was promoting his first book, new club kids. he takes some really amazing and wacky photos, you should look him up.
But anyway, mm. I did wear my Vivienne Westwood skirt
and my new asos stripe tights.(and henry holland zebra shirt) yay shitty phone picture. i need to buy a tripod..
But the most exciting news is my new purchase i am waiting for...
I got a pair of Black Jeffrey Campbell Litas. i can't wait for them to arrive.
ahhhh. i am shopping far too much recently, I went to the vintage kilo sale in brick lane on saturday and i managed to get about 6 things for £19.40
but um, yeah. hi new followers, thanks for following!
But in other news the interview was fine, I was really nervous but it turned out okay. well..i hope it did. I was interviewing Oggy Yordanov, a photographer who was promoting his first book, new club kids. he takes some really amazing and wacky photos, you should look him up.
But anyway, mm. I did wear my Vivienne Westwood skirt
and my new asos stripe tights.(and henry holland zebra shirt) yay shitty phone picture. i need to buy a tripod..But the most exciting news is my new purchase i am waiting for...
I got a pair of Black Jeffrey Campbell Litas. i can't wait for them to arrive.
ahhhh. i am shopping far too much recently, I went to the vintage kilo sale in brick lane on saturday and i managed to get about 6 things for £19.40
but um, yeah. hi new followers, thanks for following!
Tuesday, 14 June 2011
I am interviewing a photographer tomorrow, I'm so nervous wtf. social interactions with people I know are nervous enough, but tomorrow... I really need to start trying to work out my outfit now, but after spending a day of lazing around in slob clothes I can't be bothered to move or get dressed and do common sense things like putting on a bra. Maybe I'll wear my Vivienne Westwood skirt I got for a pound on saturday..... agh. I need to have a stiff drink before interviewing tomorrow. I'm going to bring my Hipflask.. and I have a spare cider left over from saturday. ahem. drunken interviewing yay. I'll let you know what happens.
Monday, 13 June 2011
Sunday, 12 June 2011
Thursday, 9 June 2011
because i eat safety pins.
Well hello there, its been a while, exams and stress and my other blog have been priority
hello to new followers, this is my face.
i have got new piercings! well when i say new, the nose piercing is hardly new, since november, and the septum, well thats very recent.. (i lost the ball yayanoyay)
Im going to try and keep the fashion blogging up this time, so a current wardrobe statement:
Studs and collars.
i did a bit of DIY hacking to make a collar. i mutated an old school shirt and the used a stud kit i got for a birthday present in primary school. Never knew it would be so helpful!
errmm outfit post? idk.
i did a bit of DIY hacking to make a collar. i mutated an old school shirt and the used a stud kit i got for a birthday present in primary school. Never knew it would be so helpful!
errmm outfit post? idk.Monday, 9 May 2011
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thing is, i've given up my social life and enough sleep, but I still don't have good grades. thats not very fair, is it?
thing is, i've given up my social life and enough sleep, but I still don't have good grades. thats not very fair, is it?
Sunday, 8 May 2011
plop
its funny how situations can change so quickly. a few weeks ago My sister seemed fine, she seemed miles away from everything that happened last year. But now, on the dawning week of our birthday, she seems no better than months ago. and there isn't a fucking thing i can do about it.
Monday, 18 April 2011
you cant make any kind of opinion published online
without having to expect people to claim you cant take a joke or start trying to have a political discussion..
it seems these days, its just better to be a mute with no opinion at all because otherwise you'll just get shot down.
why is tumblr full of nazi blogs and i've only just realised? i dont want to be reblogged by them.
i wish i'd never said anything.
without having to expect people to claim you cant take a joke or start trying to have a political discussion..
it seems these days, its just better to be a mute with no opinion at all because otherwise you'll just get shot down.
why is tumblr full of nazi blogs and i've only just realised? i dont want to be reblogged by them.
i wish i'd never said anything.
Thursday, 17 March 2011
1 photo of yourself
this doesn't look like me. probably becaus my eyeliner died or something.
And if your asking, i dipdyed my fringe. if your not, then i didn't..
Morbidity apologies
the comfort i seek and achieve on the basis that: i'm failing at everything. MO-FUCKING WIN.
what the fuck is the point? everything is a downard spiral.
school is discusting. i'm a slacker. i'll admit it. procratination is my middle name, but if you think this is a life style choice.. then fuck off.
motivation is rare and sparce.
falling behind is so easy. homework not done, what damage will missing one lesson do? coupled with 2 health/ medical events that put me into so much pain and also embarrasment, discomfort and body image dislike, left me hardly tempted to leave my bedroom, even during snow.
and then shabby attendance anyway. left me with a shit hole filled of shit. and im working on it. tomorrrow i will have gone to school everyday for 3 weeks. for 2 weeks now ive attended every single lesson. this is a an achievement for me. i know it is the norm expected of everyone, but standards slip. so i'm trying my best, and all i get is fuck all. im trying so hard but no one cares to even fucking acknoledge it. and they just pile more. why the fuck do we even bother?
the life cycle sucks. get born, get an education, get to uni, get a good job, get a family, get and retire, get dead.
surely there must be more than this? is it asking for too much? i look at adults now and wonder if there actually happy. is that actually what they want? or are they just doing so because its expected of them, its what there qualified. I look at my family in dismay. as far as im concerned nothing has turned out right anymore.I cant really envisage that my dad wanted to end up having to be the bone structure of my family, caring for my mum, holding my sister together, this cant possibly be what he wanted all along. why would anyone want that much responsibility.
detachment. it not because you dont care, its because its the only way you can handle it.
i dont even know what im living for.
what the fuck is the point? everything is a downard spiral.
school is discusting. i'm a slacker. i'll admit it. procratination is my middle name, but if you think this is a life style choice.. then fuck off.
motivation is rare and sparce.
falling behind is so easy. homework not done, what damage will missing one lesson do? coupled with 2 health/ medical events that put me into so much pain and also embarrasment, discomfort and body image dislike, left me hardly tempted to leave my bedroom, even during snow.
and then shabby attendance anyway. left me with a shit hole filled of shit. and im working on it. tomorrrow i will have gone to school everyday for 3 weeks. for 2 weeks now ive attended every single lesson. this is a an achievement for me. i know it is the norm expected of everyone, but standards slip. so i'm trying my best, and all i get is fuck all. im trying so hard but no one cares to even fucking acknoledge it. and they just pile more. why the fuck do we even bother?
the life cycle sucks. get born, get an education, get to uni, get a good job, get a family, get and retire, get dead.
surely there must be more than this? is it asking for too much? i look at adults now and wonder if there actually happy. is that actually what they want? or are they just doing so because its expected of them, its what there qualified. I look at my family in dismay. as far as im concerned nothing has turned out right anymore.I cant really envisage that my dad wanted to end up having to be the bone structure of my family, caring for my mum, holding my sister together, this cant possibly be what he wanted all along. why would anyone want that much responsibility.
detachment. it not because you dont care, its because its the only way you can handle it.
i dont even know what im living for.
Monday, 14 March 2011
2 songs
just 2 songs..? ugh...
1. Jerk it out- the Caesars
2. cant decide... Afghhgghhg ermmm trash the rental- crystal castles
1. Jerk it out- the Caesars
2. cant decide... Afghhgghhg ermmm trash the rental- crystal castles
Tuesday, 8 March 2011
Saturday, 5 March 2011
4 books
was looking forward to this one, i'm sure easier than the others.
1. just in Case
2. Love Machine
3. Eve Green
4. Artsits' Jornals and Sketchbooks (not fiction but quite inspiring/all else i could think of was harryp not cool.)
1. just in Case
2. Love Machine
3. Eve Green
4. Artsits' Jornals and Sketchbooks (not fiction but quite inspiring/all else i could think of was harryp not cool.)
5 foods
1. Potato (mashed/roasted/deep fried/baked..etc)
2. gravy
3. chocolate
4. cheese
5. MEAT
alcohol doesn't count as food though right?
2. gravy
3. chocolate
4. cheese
5. MEAT
alcohol doesn't count as food though right?
Thursday, 3 March 2011
7 wants
i;m going to find this really hard, ideally:
1.to get into camberwell
2.to get into camberwell
3.to get into camberwell
4.to get into camberwell... you get the picture.
1. to get into Camberwell
2. my mum back
3. my sanity..to enjoy things again
4. an exciting life
5. success and achievement and amazing expiences
6. the right decision of what i want to do in career/life
7. be independant
1.to get into camberwell
2.to get into camberwell
3.to get into camberwell
4.to get into camberwell... you get the picture.
1. to get into Camberwell
2. my mum back
3. my sanity..to enjoy things again
4. an exciting life
5. success and achievement and amazing expiences
6. the right decision of what i want to do in career/life
7. be independant
Tuesday, 1 March 2011
8 Fears
1. dying
2. failing my a-levels, and also at life..
3. moving house
4. losing things
5. not getting into Camberwell
6. Miss Cavangar
7. the future
8. people i suspect that are capable of rape, abduction, murder. etc while on my way home at night.
2. failing my a-levels, and also at life..
3. moving house
4. losing things
5. not getting into Camberwell
6. Miss Cavangar
7. the future
8. people i suspect that are capable of rape, abduction, murder. etc while on my way home at night.
Monday, 28 February 2011
9 Loves
1. early mornings with warm sun
2. intoxication
3. independance
4. clothes, i could drown in clothes and i would be happy.&shoes.
5. cameraaa
6. art and creativity (inc. music)
7. my friends.
8. Skulls and Anchors
9. freedom
in no particualr order. and that was hard.
2. intoxication
3. independance
4. clothes, i could drown in clothes and i would be happy.&shoes.
5. cameraaa
6. art and creativity (inc. music)
7. my friends.
8. Skulls and Anchors
9. freedom
in no particualr order. and that was hard.
10 secrets
1. i think i have an undiagnosed anxiety disorder
2. my father has a tattoo
3. my mum has dementia
4. i don't really fit into my family
5. i have an inability to concerntrate
6. i speak to Ashley nearly everyday.for over a week in summer we had no contact and i started to believe he was an illusion.
7. i hate the summer and i always end up hating the winter
8. i got my first pair of handcuffs in year 3
9. as a child i was obsessed with tattoos and corsets
10. my first festival, deconstruction 2002. i was 8/9
2. my father has a tattoo
3. my mum has dementia
4. i don't really fit into my family
5. i have an inability to concerntrate
6. i speak to Ashley nearly everyday.for over a week in summer we had no contact and i started to believe he was an illusion.
7. i hate the summer and i always end up hating the winter
8. i got my first pair of handcuffs in year 3
9. as a child i was obsessed with tattoos and corsets
10. my first festival, deconstruction 2002. i was 8/9
Sunday, 27 February 2011
Friday, 25 February 2011
Sunday, 20 February 2011
according to google analytics..
im thinking google analytics on my tumblr is broke. i dont think its ever worked.. compared to the stats for this blog, im getting more traffic here on blogspot with my FOUR followers, than traffic on my tumblr, with 34 followers..this blog, that is hardly ever, rarely updated.
i mean, why do i even bother? its getting to become so much effort to make sure i've remembered to take a photo each day. the time and effort it takes to remember what i did that day..
the stupid thing is im not doing this so i can get 'tumblr famous' or popular, just will truely map out my lame year. and its just frustrating for anayltics to burst my bubble of me thinking it is going well. my friend told me she went on my blog yesterday, yet analytics claims a certain lack of views at all.. just. fuck.
dont gett me wrong, i do adore all my followers and really appricate the attention. its just a little frustrating. i should just suck it up i guess.
so here you go, an update for all those strange stats.
Monday, 17 January 2011
happy new year, neglected blog.
ah poor neglected blog.
ive started a new one, http://weezeh.tumblr.com/
check it out, its a bit different to this one as its a photo for everyday of the year.
this blog, your not forgotten! i am just preoccupied with school, and homework, but blog, i will be back. i have A MASSIVE LIST of things i intend to blog about, but in the meantime, if anyone reads this and misses me ( i doubt it but whatever) go to my tumblr to hear a non stop boredness of each and everyday of my crappy life. so enjoy.
love you blog, i'll be baCK in a while
Weez xx
ive started a new one, http://weezeh.tumblr.com/
check it out, its a bit different to this one as its a photo for everyday of the year.
this blog, your not forgotten! i am just preoccupied with school, and homework, but blog, i will be back. i have A MASSIVE LIST of things i intend to blog about, but in the meantime, if anyone reads this and misses me ( i doubt it but whatever) go to my tumblr to hear a non stop boredness of each and everyday of my crappy life. so enjoy.
love you blog, i'll be baCK in a while
Weez xx
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